A change is needed

There is a house built out of stone
Wooden floors, walls and window sills
Tables and chairs worn by all of the dust
This is a place where I feel alone
This is a place where I do not feel at home
'Cause, I tried to built a home
For you
For me
Until it disappeared
From me
To you
And now, it's time to leave and turn to dust
Out in the garden where we planted the seeds
There is a tree as old as me
Branches were sewn by the color of green
Ground had arose and passed it's knees
By the cracks of the skin I climbed to the top
I climbed the tree to see the world
When the gusts came around to blow me down
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
I held on as tightly as you held onto me
And, I built a home
For you
For me
Until it disappeared
From me
To you
And now, it's time
To leave and turn
To dust

How do you go on
When there is no love
Only darkness and pain
And no light to guide you

Numb
Wanting to be more numb
Yet lack the stregth to be so
Only make the numbness harder

Dead inside
Unable to breath
Alone
At the end

Feel again
Try to feel
Laying alone in bed
Delaying the day
While waiting
Waiting to feel again