Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Asking for More
Sarah Manguso
Siste Viator

I am not asking to suffer less.
I hope to be nearly crucified.
To live because I don't want to.

That hope, that sweet agent —
My best work is its work.
The horse I ride into Hell is my best horse
And bears its name.
So, friends, drink your cocktails and wear your hats.
Thank you for leaving me this whole world to go mad in.

I am not asking for mercy. I am asking for more.
I don't mind when no mercy comes
Or when it comes in the form of my mad self
Running at me. I am not asking for mercy.

1 comment:

  1. I think not asking for something is sometimes more powerful than asking for something. It is that subtle wish from your partner or friend. They want to say it, but don’t.

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